lonely

I've had this feeling before, when everyone was far away going to school in different places. But i think this time its worse. This time everyone is home, this time i see people often, this time, the contact we have is dry. No inspire words, not truthful sharing, no shared passion, at least from my end of the stick. I feel like i'm isolating myself from the beauty that we've made. I have no part in the things that are so incredibly dear to me. Summer school was possibly the worst decision i could have made. and now all i can do is hold it in regret.